If there are any fans out there, I’m sorry for the delay of my postings.

Since Benysigl0o wrote his post describing his life, I’ve been in constant turmoil in regards to how to respond to it.  I was personally struck speechless in regards of whether I should talk to Benysigl0o himself, treat whatever that was created on the blog to be strictly of the blog and continue blogging about my own life, or whether I should do this or that, but yeah, I really had no idea how to react. I was absolutely taken back at how much my friends life has changed within such a short span of time — I was and still am lost for words.

However, as lost as I am, I do have some thoughts that I want to contribute.

Benysigl0o, you are and have been one of my closest friends since we were in high school. I’ve always looked up to you, I honestly have. From being damn intelligent to being able to charm your way out of the most severe situations, you’re one of the funniest and most kind-hearted, genuine guys I know. And I HATE to hear that your living situation is so terrible right now. I have knots in my stomach just knowing that you and your dad are out there struggling so badly just for a place to live. And I just want you to know, if you need anything, I’ve got you. Need a place to stay? I GOT YOU. I swear, I will do anything in my power to help you out.

But I know you’ll be okay. You’re stronger than that. You’re a survivor. I also know, I don’t think you’d ask for help, even during the toughest times — you have a shitload of pride. lol. But I just want you to know, that ALL of us, we’ll be here for you, man. Regardless of anything, we’ll be here for you.

And as the great Tupac once said,

“We ain’t meant to survive, cause it’s a setup
And even though you’re fed up
Huh, ya got to keep your head up”

Keep your head up, friend. We love you.