Just only recently we got close benysigloo even though I still remember the awesome Mrs. Kelly days.  And for sure we will continue to have crazy adventures.  And when I heard the magnitude of your plight, a part of me died.  I couldn’t grasp the idea that such an awesome, talented, smart, kind-hearted soul is experiencing what you are.  Like SurrealExchange, I am speechless.  All I can say is, I will be there to help you out anytime.  That is a promise.  No questions asked, if I can help you I will.  And I always keep my promises.