To cut to the chase, I think a big problem to why I haven’t been writing as much is because, I guess I’m just not proud of my writing anymore. I’m actually not proud of a single post that I’ve written on this blog — not that I’m writing in this blog to be proud of it, but I can tell that my writing had decimated into mere nothingness. Maybe just a year ago, I was ridiculously proud of my writing capabilities . Everything seemed coherent, everything fell perfectly into place. But as of late, all of my writing just feels like rubbish. There isn’t any motivation for me to write anything. Well, there is. There have actually been a good couple of topics that I really wanted to write about.  Only I knew that if I were to actually document my thoughts, the masterpieces I created in my mind would likely fall to crap. The bright side is, instead of using fancy pantsy vocabulary in my writing, I’m integrating these not so little words into my day-to-day speech. So I guess that’s a plus. I’ll take that as a pleasant trade off for writing like a 5-year old. But I sincerely do want to keep this blog running. I think it’s a neat project that might lead to nice things. I just hope everyone else is as motivated… well, more motivated than I am, seeing that I rarely blog anymore. Anyways, I’ll try to keep up the posts, even though no one comes here to read my crap, it’s nice to know hope that someone’s reading something I’m writing.