It’s finally winter break here in socal for us quarterly UC students, and while I wait for Berkeley to get out, and luckykat to start blogging again, I guess I can continue my rants or what not about life and other little conundrums that occur.

For one thing, I’m not really looking forward to this Christmas break — not that I have anything against free time and being unproductive, but it’s just the fact that I’m so broke. I’ve been worrying about money since the girlfriend’s birthday, and right after that, there’s christmas, and I have no idea how I can even support other people when I can’t even support myself. Lately, I feel as if I’m turning into everything that I’ve strived to not be. I feel as if I’ve always had a pretty strong idea of what I was doing even when I was most lost, but as of late, things have been looking pretty bleak for me.