Hmmm, I’m not really sure what to say, but I wanted to blog about something, so here I am. Life’s been pretty meh lately. I’m in kind of a slump, I want to say more frustrated than anything. I just moved out half of my stuff from Riverside yesterday, and with every book I put away, a part of my Riverside life died – It’s finally coming to an end. I just paid the last months rent, and the sad thing is, I can’t even be there to enjoy it. So here I am now in Rowland reorganizing my room, and just settling back in. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m going to be here for a while, but it doesn’t help that I’m not really doing anything productive out here. Just being at home is pretty discouraging. Either I try to do my own thing, and get destroyed by my parents, or attempt to satisfy their wants and expectations, and feel utter remorse by my own self conscience. But I’ve kind of come to the conclusion that for the short-term, I need to find a job, or some kind of steady income to get my parents off my back, but that’s a whole different problem. It’s not like I haven’t been trying. This whole job search and unemployment thing isn’t the best way to boost up someone’s morality. With every interview or application I attend to, my hopes are brought up just to get crushed again. At first, I thought once I landed an interview, it would basically be smooth sailing from there, but instead, the interview process is a whole different beast. A beast that I don’t have the skill sets to tame. I thought my charisma would be enough, but no one or nothing has prepared me for the real world. The professional world out there is amazing, and I just wish I could get my feet into it. I. need. to. get. out. there. If I still want to change the world, or at least make some kind of impression, I need to do something…