In a time where I’m confused or perhaps where I’m losing a sense of myself, I need to clear up my head and get my life back in order. I’ve spent the past year playing, having fun, and just enjoying the times. And probably during this, I’ve lost who I am. I can barely hold a conversation, all I know is to play and observe. What happened to my own opinion and interests? Looks as if it’s fading away – can’t let that happen. That’s. For. Sure.

And so begins the steps that I need to take in order to get my life back on track. 1. Begin writing again. That way, at least I can see that I’m not doing anything with my life. (which is not entirely true) The vision is set before me and the wheels are beginning to set in motion. I just now need to go at it full throttle so that no time is wasted. There are some unanswered in my life though… Each day leads me with more questions being formed rather than answered, and I usually have an idea of what’s going on… but it seems as if not? Yeah, this is a jumbled piece of mess. What a great post after four months of not writing anything, right? Haha. 

Anyways, carrying on! 2. Read more. I can’t let this sexy piece of genius go wasted. Whatever it may be – ranging from: Articles, books, comics, even street signs for gahd sake. I must continue to pump the creative juices which have gotten me to where I am. 

3. I’d like to start drawing again. I miss it. The arts, photography, museums. Oh, what has happened to the loves of my life….

4. I swear I used to be a movie junkie as well… And now, whenever I put a movie on, it’s just an excuse for me to take a nap. AHaha

Well, this was more of a rant of things I’d like to be doing, so while I’m at it, blah blah blah this, and blah blah that! Ireally just wanted to write something since I haven’t posted much in a while. Don’t worry though, dream. The grind will begin once more – and so the dream  shall continue to turn into a reality day-by-day.