ALRIGHT GUYS, MY ZUNE IS MISSING

NAME: Zune_on_a_Moon

Date Purchased: September 15th, 2009

Date Missing: February 7th, 2011

Unique Characteristics: A dent where the zune jumped in front of a bullet to prevent it from hitting my femoral artery. Actually, I have no idea where or how that dent came to be, but it’s there!

Okay, but honestly, I really miss it. And since a zune app has finally been released for Apple Computers, my life would have gotten 100x’s easier. But it seems as if fate has something against me, and the second this amazing app comes out, my life enters a stage of shambles, where my zune just happens to disappear on me. This has got to be the worst timing in the world. (Yeah, all monster hyperboles, but there’s truth in what I say) Anyways, try to keep a look out for me! Thanks, everyone!

It looks like that. (courtesy of Amazon)

So lately, I’ve been noticing a lot of people referring back to high school to recount a story or something. I’ve realized it’s been quite a while since I’ve been in high school. And for some reason, people including myself always brings back stories from high school. “When I was in high school, I was super close friends with them…” this or ‘When I was in High school, we used to do…” that. Well, it’s been almost 4 years since we’ve been in high school, and a lot of things have changed dramatically — maybe for the better, maybe for the worse, but you’ve got to admit, the people you know now aren’t exactly the same as the people as you once knew — and that’s not a bad thing.

Now to the point in my story. I hear a lot of people say, Oh, I’m just hanging out with some high school friends. Well, to me, it’s not really like that. To me, the people I hang out with, are my friends. Yeah, I’ve been their friends since high school. But, they are my friends. Maybe if I were to run into somebody that I haven’t seen since high school, yeah, then they’d be a friend from high school. But for now, I don’t want to say that this is a friend from college, and that is a friend from high school. All of these people that I spend my time with are my friends. And not only that, but some of the best people I know and probably will ever meet.

herp. derp. derp.

For all you pessimists, and “it’s me against the world” types out there, realize how lucky you guys truly are. Yeah, we go through hard times, and yeah, everyone has their own problems. But honestly, we can help improve ourselves and the world just by having a more positive outlook on life. I was reading an interview on Joe Rogan earlier, and an interviewer asked, “is it awesome being you? And what makes you who you are?” And instead of just paraphrasing what he had to say with my crappy writing abilities, I’ll just include the entire excerpt for you. Enjoy!

“I’m an incredibly fortunate person. I appreciate it each and every day, and spend a good deal of time concentrating on enjoying my good fortune as much as possible, and putting out as much positive energy as possible. I’m not exactly sure what this life is all about, but when I think correctly and focus my energy correctly it’s incredibly satisfying. I’m just lucky as fuck. One of the things I really appreciate is that people enjoy the things I do. I think that’s one of the main keys to happiness; doing something that makes other people happy. We’re all connected in some strange way that we can’t really understand, and can’t quite put our finger on, but for me at least it all starts to tune in when other people get enjoyment out of the things I’ve done. Again, it sounds like more hippy bullshit, but the things that have made me really happy are what I’ve done to make other people happy.

That’s also why bombing feels so bad, and why having a dispute with someone you love sucks so much. We are in this realm to put out as much positive energy as possible; in the form of your chosen work, in the form of your friendships and your family, in the form of the things you say and the words you write. The more I can inspire, the more I can provide enjoyment, the more I feel it back.

So, yeah. It’s awesome. It’s supposed to be awesome for all of us, we just have to get our connections right.”

Like a phoenix, Luckykat has arisen! Welcome back, mate! Now let’s hope the rest of the crew comes back. Maybe we’ll see some posts from benysigl0o, eokuma, or polarenee soon! syke. I’m pretty sure they’re gone. =(

or are they? … 😉

Maybe I’ve been masking the inevitable, maybe I’m just living life as if it were a fairy tale, maybe there is nothing wrong. But in reality, I. Don’t. Know. Anymore. (Yeah, all of that looks like jumbled nonsense. haha)

I’m not sure how much I’m willing to post, or whether I should write anything at all, but these internal and external conflicts are making my life more convoluted than I’d like it to be… Bah, whatever. I’ll figure it out. I sound like a fool sitting here complaining. It’s time to make things happen.

“The ones who make it complicated never get congratulated”

Well, since we haven’t seen much of luckykat here at GrindingFortheDream, I’ll try to be posting more often about what’s been going on in my life. I’ve been pretty busy, and just been lost within my own world lately. I’ll try to fill you guys in within the next couple of days.

Oh yeah, if anyone’s trying to read up on luckykat, you can catch what he’s been up to at http://www.thecuriouskat.com

Thank you dedicated fans for checking up on this dead site every once in a while! ❤

Every year at UCR, Post Secret holds an event on campus where students will anonymously post their own secrets on this bulletin board for the rest of the world to see. And I’ve always been entertained by some of things that people have to say, but yesterday, as I was reading them, it’s sad how depressing some of these peoples’ lives are.   Some people are inflicted with such drama, or they just have so much doubt in their lives, that they just need to go outside and savor some of the good things that surround us. — I have class right now, but I’ll be back to post more or what not… maybe.