-I feel like my life has been completely flipped upside down this past month or so. Its been almost 2 weeks since I stopped smoking cigarettes, trying to eat healthier, working out, new job, and best of all met someone really special. I know that shes probably never going to read this but this blog is more for myself. You seriously make me so happy, no one else can make me feel this way, and because of that I feel like I can’t lose you. Not sure how to really explain how I feel, but all I know is that I want you by my side.

-I put myself into a hole, and I seriously can’t digging it deeper. I need to hurry the fuck up and get out.

-I’m so scared to apply to new schools. I don’t want to be rejected. I don’t want to be a loser. I don’t want to be a failure.

-I hate how the weather got hot again. I can’t wait for winter.